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“I forgot about you.” The feeling of being forgotten when engaging in the one sport that controls my time; something I’ve come to great terms with. I named it Forg, that feeling of being put aside and essentially walked over. Her name is Forg and she constantly revealed herself when playing with the first varsity team I played with. Forg made me forget about the fun of the sport, forget about the potential within me, and forget what exactly it means to be on a team. Instead, I feared leaving an impression on my teammates and coaches, worrying with every action I take, choosing to stay sitting and prevent making any mistakes.
After my first varsity volleyall season, I got to work. Attending camps and clinics at least once a week, working overtime to pay for training and balance paying for home essentials. I joined 2 clubs, named captain and recieved my desired position over my well experienced teamates. After intence discipline, the next year my school season began and I left an impression. The joy of seeing how surprised my coach looked and having that image not affect me in the slightest. I made friends, purposely putting myself out there to create an enjoyable and competeative environment. I enjoyed playing, enjoyed fixing mistakes, and enjoyed trying new things all for the benefit of myself and the environment i am in. By the end of the first practice, I was assigned a starting position of offensive/defesive player (all around outside player). By the end of the season, I improved my ability and showed my dedication to the coaches, showing them what it truly looks like to play a sport for the sport and not for the winning feeling at the end. I was given the Most improved player award and recurited by clubs to play at a state level.